Trust or Drift?
Friday, November 15, 2013 @ 1:33 AM
Trust is a very valuable thing, it can't be bought nor be sold, it's something everyone hopes to have to another person. However being so valuable, many people has it, through a simple heart - loving, caring, thoughtful.. there are so many words that can slowly reach out to one of the most expensive things on Earth.
However, yet again, there are so many types of people around this expensive yet valuable "item". People who cherish them and used all their hearts and minds to never break it. People who don't cherish it and thinks it's just a piece of crap and they can obtain it anytime and anywhere. I can't blame how they think and act, it's them but I'd really one day, peace can be obtain, everyone can be sane. What a big dream compared to how small I am. Although it's not really a dream but a hopeful wish...
Anyways, like I'd said, trust is really really something so priceless. Betraying trust is really something you wouldn't want to. It's fragile. So fragile that if you broke it, no matter how hard you try, it's never gonna be the same, never. Take a crumple sheet of paper or a beautiful sculpted vase, once destroyed, how are you going to put them back to their original forms? I'm not talking about technical but the morality behind the object.
Furthermore, everyone is different. Oh and today I thought of something that kinda make a bit sense to me, I tweeted this and my metal heavy water bottle decides to drop and cause 20 eyes to stare at me oops. As I was saying.. "The moment you place immorally or bad(vague but sorry) adjectives to someone or something - You're already judging, negatively. AND if you think of good stuff like pretty, handsome, nice - you're still judging but in a very bright and good way. In the end, we judge each other hence the very common phrase, judgemental society. Then my hopeless wish comes in again to haunt me, man.
I've rambled quite an amount, accept my heart filling apologies but I'm very emotional now, especially at night, during this timing. Sigh, it's bad enough that I don't have enough sleep... sigh. Recently, I managed to get mad at the same person a week back, at first I was like meh. Now I feel a little bad, what is this person doing to me? Stop being bipolar gosh. I just want a really heart to heart talk. I lost someone long ago that h2h disappeared and I never had one ever since but I tried to hard to have one with you but it always ended nowhere, can you trust me for once and let me be you're listening ear? Maybe you can't trust at all... I don't know I just got this feeling......
Deleted the last 2 words because it seem inappropriate.
Anyhows support my class team tomorrow at Temasek Polytechnic's CCN day.
It's a day to raise funds for needy student and my class is giving hugs.
No worries, it's free and I'm not included, if that helps :)
Feeling alone? Come for hug, there is actually always somewhere there for you, just open wide enough.
Hugs aren't PDA just for couples, it PDA for everyone and a form of real affection I would say.
Thank you and good night.
I love you blogger.
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