True or false?; True or Dare?
Monday, September 16, 2013 @ 8:34 PM
Helloooooooooo. What's upz ?
I'm serious lame and noob at opening... /sigh/ MOVING ON.
What cha' doing? I finished work not too long ago around 1800, my off day in between is like no difference.
I work on Saturday night shift, and when I go back home and wake up, the next day I have to work..... -_- It's like a fake off day. The only thing you do is sleep. /selfstabs/
Have you ever thought of when someone compliments you, are you suppose to act humble, be proud, or just give the blank face? I've seriously no idea at all. But usually I give the blank face because I really don't know what to say. It's like doing either will get you judged..... /lawl/ maybe this thinking was created by our judgemental society in Singapore /ohgodwhy/ .
And then there's the true or dare game, super common game. Know what to choose? True or dare? Don't, there are traps EVERYWHERE! Choose true, the question hits you like a rock, choose dare, you'll be doing the most stupid or most embarrassing thing. Need to be safe? Don't play at all but what's the point?! If it's an iec-breaker game, go for it, but with your best friends? A definite no-no. I had the super most embarrassed true or dare game that I still remember up to now, I'd never reveal it, ever /facepalm/
Recently I just changed my blog skin etc etc, so you can't see the challenge but I'll continue~
Secondary school life.
I shall begin with my first ever day, if I still remember... I started off with an inspiration, an idea, a resolution.
And that was : STUDY. I was like "screw everything else, study! Get good grades!" Anddddd that never happened, I mean everyone does that, if this year don't work out, next year shall but still no. Procrastination at it's best. And until now I don't do great in my studies just average due to last min studying. /midnightoil/
Second was friends, first friend I ever had was Angelo, a super smart student from Philippines and he has a twin brother called Paolo. I was actually quite close to him for a whole 3 years (maybe 2). He was my first desk buddy as we sit in 2s. Next was Lucius, note : secondary 1 only. Little did I know everything slowly changed.
And in secondary 3, streaming results, I was in 4E5 aka "last" few classes compared to E1 and E2, they had A-maths and pure science. The rest of my cliques ALL were in E1 & E2. We basically didn't contact much after that. I then talked with Derence and "gang", they were pretty much like me, can't really study a lot but we have a thing in common? GAMES LOL. We were all a-bit tiny winy smart but we don't utilize it AT ALL. I patched at with Glenny and during recess we crap and wonder around school. CCA wise I got the position of Head of logistics. Hah, funny right? Coming out from me, I just don't know why I got so worked up for NPCC, in lower secondary, I liked to skip, it was plain boring. Maybe the leading part sounded more like it's for me, oops. /grin/
I then met this little junior who is shorter then me /lawl/ and I was song leader from our school to a camp with all different schools at Pula Ubin, it was STC aka Survival training camp, while sec 2s was in ATC aka Adventure training camp. I was asked to go through song leader training, lamest shit ever thought heh, and there was last minute changes to sec 2s song leader and it was him, Jevon chua. You can say he is like the closest member I have in the CCA. After we went through the camp and did our song leading, we became close because we liked to joke. That day of the campfire were we did our song leading was so embarrassing. We were suppose to pair up with a girl but man.. we were so awkward and girls in NPCC are kinda rare. Some of the camp song were like girl and a guy. But we did in anyway, the atmosphere was sooooooooooo hyped up, everyone sang and danced like there wasn't a single person to judge us.
I still love my cca and I miss them. /Awwww/ I was quite close with Jevon as I've mentioned, went out with him a lot after training, just slacking and playing. His house was the best because of his 2 little cute white fluffy dogs, gosh I want a dog T_T. They are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I slept over a few times and it was like home to me, his a little brother to me, but now he is taller /damn/, his parents are young and fun to be with too. A little bro to me that I've never had.
Then I continued with secondary 4 where I studied for O'levels, this time I was prepared months and months earlier, I finally did something worth complimenting /woah/. Around that I was going for night studies and I met this nonsense but super smart people aka. Meihui, Sueann, Ngyun, etc. I only knew some after the o'levels like jarren for instance.
My whole secondary life was full of fun, laughter, sadness and everything that can describe your mood. It's a place I'll never forget, so many many many precious memories and I'd do anything if I can go back there. I know, it's quite short to summarise everything, there are loops in-between, but I feel like I said too much so yeah. Pardon me if I never write everyone but you still live in my heart. /CHEESY/
One thing I can definitely say about myself is I've grown.. YAY. I was so childish and young back in secondary 1, and I slowly grown during secondary 3. I honestly admit that I'll have little tiny bit of smartness but I don't use it, ever since secondary 2, I think a lot, I analyse many stuff, I've process my brain like a machine, if people could read my mind, I wouldn't have survived HAHAHAHA. Gosh this sound so weird coming out from me, I feel like I praising myself..... /sorry/
Woah, a lot of blabbering, I'm sure most of you skip some parts or maybe all, it's okay, it's my lifeeeee. But here is one thing.
Cherish everything you have NOW. You might never know when it's gonna be gone or worst, you will never know why it was gone it the first place.
I'll seeya next time with a better opening, toodles~
