Mid-august post; Tired.
Sunday, August 18, 2013 @ 7:40 AM
As promised I'm back!
I'm still working but there's lot of free time now so I'll start blogginggg. (:
It really has been very long but also very tiring month for me.
I had tons of homework, projects, presentations, and what's more.
I knew my upcoming homeworks, projects even if before it started... Shag.
I knew what was coming and had to fight it, ugh so tiring.
I don't really hate poly life, but I hate those who said it was easy. Well fish you, it's not.
But sometimes you feel that sense of accomplishment after all that hard work.
OR you feel that disappointment when you don't work hard enough.
I really need to buck up on my studies, it's study week so let's work hard ey?
Fighting TP students!
On last Thursday, which was Hari Raya (Selemat Hari Jadi to all my muslim friends), I went out with the usual with more usual to celebrate Dylan's Birthday! YAY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DYLAN. WEEE~
We went to sing Kbox at Bedok Point, it was simply awesome.
During the intense singing, we celebrate Dylan birthday! We surprised him with a cake yayyy!
There was soooooooooooo many good songs, we sang and sang! HEHEHE
Saw a lot new sides of people when they sing ^^v, same for me.
I really enjoyed myself but finally this lead me ONE of my rants.
FISH MY THROAT, from Wednesday, my throat has been hurting, it's kind like a sore throat.
But it hurts whenever I tried to sallow anything, even my own saliva.
What's worst is, you cannot stop saliva from producing!! UGH.
It was a painful period for me, and even when I sang, I need to have some time to endure pain.
I can't even consult anyone because my mum left on the same day my throat started to hurt.
Every single time she goes overseas, I get sick. why oh why
On sunday I really couldn't endure anymore. I tried drinking more water but it hurt so badly.
I couldn't ask anyone, I felt so... insecure for once, would I die or something?
I almost cried and teared, I endure it and went for a graveyard shift at work, I couldn't talk.
After that at 7am I went straight for a doctor check up, got some medicine but it was so damn expensive!
Oh well, however I got better in a day or two, that money was worth it!
Omg my rants hehehe, sorry~
As usual, there are tons of emo and sad thoughts running in my head.
I will try not to offend anyone but really, it's just me and don't take it like I'm pointing to someone.
Below or rather the whole post is NOT directed to anyone or anything.
I feel that sometimes people are really blind in a way.
Can you see people are doing things purposely but you can't see it man.
Who will come for other place and use an excuse of meeting other then suddenly follows you?
Erm, so weird, even it was me, I won't use a freaking excuse.
Meet other people cannot use handphone and call ah? -lol-
But what is worse that I get annoyed.
Especially after what HE said, when I was no position to argue.
Remember the phone call? I heard it clearly.
I obviously did not want to go, but you still asked, so the conversation went on because we always argue, ok so what's knew?
But why must I hear his voice asking me to "shut the fuck up and end the call"
Like erm? I didn't eavesdrop, he said it out loud and I heard it, I was angry, I judge him. So?
He judged me first, I can never look the same way at him as I did before.
What's better is you thought I was okay and shrugged it of, no apology? Fine.
Blind.
Some people are just double sided, you tweet and say so many things and still do it.
Remember what you said to me? Keep pointing at other people say these and that.
And BAM, now you're friends? Wow.
And what's new? Stories and rumors flying everywhere about me, hahahahaha.
SO FUNNY. Who said it though? I wonder.
Don't be double-faced.
Some people just like to avoid, I get that, I do that at times too.
But don't you think you're abit too much?
Does the whole world revolves around you?
Don't take it too far and then after that you're okay.
Oh wait, you don't even tell me, you just simply talk if you feel like it.
You can angry and don't reply, but I can't?
Please, don't act like King, sometimes I really get fed up.
Just like my obnoxious brother, you make me think of him, ugh.
You feel sorry for yourself? Too much problems?
You're not the only one.
Through working I realised that there are so many type of people in the world.
Especially in service line, you will know a lot of different people.
But one thing that I get is the most is ANNOYING.
There can be a lot, but most are these.
Maybe I don't know them well, as friends or etc that's why, I can't be judgemental.
But can't you talk properly without shouting screaming rolling your eyes etc.
That shows a bit of your character, especially to strangers.
Can't you be abit tiny winy more kind to the people serving you food and drinks?
Do we look like slaves or maids to you, a simple thank you or smile would be great.
THANK YOU.
Man.. sorry for the rants.
Now want to hear the good side? HEHEHE
I'M GOING TO INFINITE ONE GREAT STEP IN SG OMG!!! SO HAPPYYYYY!
I'LL BE AT THE VIP SEAT SECTION ROW 12, SEAT 6, SO ANY INSPIRIT MUST TELL ME OKAY!!
But then again, as a fanboy, I hope the fangirls won't scream at my ears and make cutie faces for the fact that I'm a fanboy, man chill, I love them for their songs and dances(zomg), they being handsome is an extra bonus to why their are idols/ celebrity and obviously anyone's dream to look like one.
Ohohoh, after my exams end, I'm gonna dye my hair, probably dirty red, yay looks nice ;P
And someone asked me to dye engine red because it stands out..... NOOOOOOOOOOOO.
So....
I'll be continuing the challenge post later when I wake up okay? Lots of love.
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