Burden; Wish upon a star.
Saturday, July 13, 2013 @ 1:42 AM
I'm back again and yeah~
I finish part 1 of my project anddddd finished my speech for a proposal project since start of school.
I can safely say that I can rest for A FEW DAYS. More and more projects and coming to a deadline.
I just wanna rest for a day, tests blah blah blah too T_T.
I don't want to rant too much about my school life hereeeee so STAHP. ^^v
Today was a hectic day, I worked around 6am, bathe and tried to get my formal attire right.
Then went to school, first lesson at 8am and I forget my thumbdrive which was supposed to have my part 1 project inside, damn. Told cher I send to him through email. Until 11am, was lessons then formal presentation began, damn damn damn nervous. Keep practicing my speech inside my heart and feeling scared. I'm not trying to act pro or smart-alex.
But I think most of my classmates came low prepared, not unprepared. Cuecards and slides was used so I didn't think it was a good idea? I thought that if you memorised and say slowly paced and comfortable-ly (-lol-), would gain more marks. And I did it, I pulled it off, but still lacking that little bit, I'm still nervous like I'm going jump off a cliff >m< My marks was higher than my expectations! Yay, I hope I can keep this up.
Ohohoh, I have to thank YongMing kor for that tips and advices <3 Ahh, words cannot express my gratitude to him, since sooo young, he have been teaching and teaching me.
Until this age, he is still teaching me! I wonder when will he get married, ugh! He looks are above average, better then me at least, twice*. And his personality is just so great, humble yet wise, strong yet careful. I need to be there on his wedding, I'll be wearing a super smart formal attire to greet him and give speechs HAHAHA
Soooooo, back to topic, school ended around 1pm, then I rushed back home and took my apron.
Work starts at 2 freaking pm. I was late by 20mins but I told Siti beforehand, phewwwww.
Oh hoho, today is sooo freaking busy after 6pm, non-stop..... die alr la.
I worked for 1 and half more hours due to the crowd. Now hsh! Yayyyyy.
I feel like I don't belong, no matter what I am or what I do. I'm still.. me.
Nothing can change the fact that I'm anti-social (most of the time) to those I really want to get to know better.
Sorry, I'm just ugly, skinny, weak, always afraid, and lazy.
That's just me, maybe I'll change, maybe I won't.
But hey, I'm me, that is what makes me Tenghein.
When people call me by my name, or even some knows my real english name, if they use it.
I feel that, I'm closer to them, instead of them calling my nickname.
I'm a burden, to my mum, family, and friends. I'm just so lowlife-d.
Oh wells.
Sorry for that mindless rant still love you guys.
Day 6; Wishes.
Wishes, what is a wish?
Something you hope greatly but sometimes that something is far beyond your reach, it's impossible.
However many people say nothing is impossible, so which is which?
I believe that realistic dreams are the one that is possible, whereas wish is something you really can't touch.
There is so many wishes I could have, I could name all my fantasies . hahahahaha.
Being a ninja! HAH!
Being a dragon! ROAR!
Being a mafia! LOADS GUN!
Being a millionare! WOOOOOOO
But really I wished that all could happen on me, but it won't.
Wishes oh wishes, why you so complicateddddddddddddd.
I'm tired, sorry if the post is short, I'll continue tomorrow if I get the time to and if I think of anything else to add on.
Finally, I want to end this post by say Happyyyy Birthdayyyyy to youuuuuuu, Joshua Ling ADINGDONG!
This guy never failed to make me laugh at his lamest jokes. Not colleagues but friends, brother, and a great person. Happy Sweet 20th! Hope you enjoy your birthday and recieve many presents and gift. And as a old superficial person I am (*coughcough*), I will say this, "Bless you with health, and may you be prosperous in your future endeavors!" Going army soon liao this guy, I'll miss him and hope he does well! Good luck bro!
LOVE YA. :*
Now it's finally time to sleep, not. I'm blogging because I'm waiting for my washing machine to wash my clothes... oops busted HEHEHEHEHE. NIGHTS GUYS. :* :*
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