Work work~; Day1
Wednesday, June 12, 2013 @ 2:59 AM
Today as usual work work~ Stayed longer even I ended at 11pm ~ 12am.
And unexpected people came! Mai and Ivy! ^^ Didn't really regret to stay and help abit, and chat with them.
Oh ya, I was thinking about doing a LIFE challenge.
A whole 10 day challenge to keep me from blogging and more facts and reality about me :)
I don't really know whose really but it's good to spread,
(I'm freaking awesome, chey) :P
Let's start on #day1 shall we?
Day 1 Myself
Hmm, what shall I start with? I'm not going to details that will link me to other day challenges!
So stay tuned for the rest :D (Yesh, I'm evil)
I am Chan Teng Hein, that's my real name in English.. even though it's not an English name.
It's directly translated from chinese 陈侹宪 (Chen Ting Xian), I want to have an English, but can't think of one.
I made a Nickname 木头人(Mutouren), you might ask why, I'll tell you why.
I actually really dumb, and stiff in learning anything, I can be super blur at times, and very stubborn.
Mutouren in English is actually Wood Head Man/Person. Yeah, there you have it.
I'm chinese and I speak English and Chinese
(duhhhh) along with cantonese.
I'm currently living in Singapore but I'm a malaysian (FOREIGNERRRRR), no I'm a PR.
I have to serve NS since I'm a second generation PR which means I got my PR via my mom's PR.
SAD LIFE, OH WELL, I'LL GET REAL STRONGGG, UGH! HAHAHAHAHA. -NASTY-
My hometown is in Malaysia, Ipoh. I have bunch of relatives, (too much to count).
I've been living in Malaysia until 6 and I moved to SG till now.
I don't have a father since young, yes I said it, no fatherrrr.
But don't worry, it doesn't affect me too much, just sometimes lonely when it's father day, and I see kids with father to buy them guys stuff that women won't have interest in, I feel like talking to another guy about man stuff.
I have to admit, those who knew their parents before then having to go through divorce hurts more.
I didn't know my father since 1 year old or even earlier.
My mum never told me anything about him, she denied and change topic everytime I asked.
But maybe it's my mum way of protecting me from pain.
Till now, I don't even know his name
My life since young wasn't pleasant? My mum didn't live with me since 2 - 6, if I can remember.
She raised me single-handedly from young and have many jobs.
She is also the first one in the family to go overseas to SG to earn money.
Imagine going to a place you never been and she stopped school since primary 6 just to take care of the family.
She never knew the English language well, so in SG, how can survive? But she did.
I really love her, she spent so much on me, I.. I can't express in words.. She's really the want I'd never want to lose.
I lived with my Aunt and KL for kindergarten, I could only remember horror T_T
I hate half-boiled eggs in hot water in a cup, yes you heard me. That's my breakfast every single day.
It's so freaking terrifying, I remember it until now. I refused to drink from the starting and always got punished.
I kneel in front of a buddha for few hours when I was even 3/4 years old, yes that's how strict my aunt is.
Every time I did something wrong, I'll get caned and have to kneel down.
I can't sit nor stand properly with both. It freaking hurts, but I got taught well because of that.
I was freaking a good kid until secondary school came, and I got canings from mummy hahaha.
Rebellious timing huh.
That's basically it, I won't label as AS MYSELF as the title, more like about the past.
THAT'S IT, HAHAHAHA, sorry for my boring story. If you are even reading up to this point.
bye!!
I've been alone, I want someone to talk to.
But I've been alone for so long..
It's become numb, I don't really mind now..
Float~ My pain, loneliness~
Let it go (:
Let's stay strong together!
