Check up!!!; Wishes.
Friday, May 10, 2013 @ 12:35 AM
Dreadful day.. but nonetheless happy but still sad(?) -lol-
Woke up 11am in the morning, bathed and left house with mummy.
Because.......... I HAVE A FREAKING CHECK UP AT SGH.
Went to eat lunch with mummy at Bedok Interchange.. ate some vegetarian store the beehoon.
After that I bought starbuck's tea againnnn. hehehe.
Oh ya, this few days my appetite like getting lesser and lesser... hm.
Reached SGH then walked to the wrong clinic -_- HAHAHAHA.
I was supposed to go Clinic D then end up going Ear, Mouth and Throat clinic ><
OOPS, then did full body check up.. height weight and etc.
The shocking thing they say I'm shorter then I used to be?
LIKE WHAT, TEMASEK CHECKUP THE CLINIC FAKE US AH. BITCHHH
I need to grow taller now hmmm. T-T
Then aroud 4-5 I ended, then go back Bedok~ Went BP and cut my hair, gosh so ugly.
Slacked at Starbucks shop because YOLO. Waited for Meihui and Kenny they all to come eat dinner.
But end up they not coming coz still got others mah.. so yeah.
I keep overhearing some words I shouldn't have heard, it's like.. heartbreaking pain. Oh well~~
Idk why ah, just like listening some words which aren't really insulting or hurtful but just.. well.
It hurts me somehow. Cannot describe the pain. But what can I do?
Even thinking back, I keep tearing for no reason. I should have just ended the call ... :x
Feel down, but that's alright not first time. :D
Slacked at starbucks store ate pasta likea boss, and ate cake. Surprising no meat for today!
Yati asked me why my friend never come, Idk what to reply coz I so energetic before and telling them they coming over to eat dinner with me... so awkwarddddddd.
Helped the store behind-the-scenes hahaha!! Like preparing food~ because of boredomness! YOLO
Got a free sandwich for tmr breakfast, thanks Yati! ^_^
I sometimes hope people care, even if like a minor injury or feeling low, a text or a mention, a call would be best, to cheer me up. I just hope there's such thing as best friends and people would really care for me.. like when I don't even tell them, they will automatically ask me or accompany me. Hahaha. Like too fatansy right.
But what am I anyway? I feel so.. lonely. But meh I've been lonely since young.
Sometimes I wish I have a close brother or sister to nag or get scolded at.
I wish there is accompany when I feel depressed or pain.
I wish too much, heh.
That's for today gotta get some sleep for tmr 8am lesson. -HORROR-
Bye-yeommm~
