So basically those with number posts are post are updates.. those without is
just plain thoughts of mine..


Today woke up around 8.30am, schl starts at 12 so yeahhhhh, did some work
research about Iskandar business, blah blah blah, more money, investors and
shits. Didn't really understand.
Then went to Bedok Point get drink from Starbucks, yayyyy, Bella and Raidah working, hehe.
Headed to schl, had lab for Computer Aided Design first, draw draw and draw. Then lectures all the way.
So boring lah sial, e maths killer and REBUS can eat shit. The lecture talking to himself, hardly understand.
After lectures, the group for writing thingy for a better vibrant campus stay back we decided on the bridge.
IKR, so funny and cringy.
Then whatsapp-ing people, then realise I have nothing to say.
I don't know why, people don't alway understand me.
I talk harshly bad when people make me angry, but they think I'm joking, sometimes pisses me off.
Just want to leave the group and show then I'm fucking angry but I just can't to it.
Esp when like now, got more friends in Poly right, not say close but all so fake and backstabbing everytime.
Ikeep need to fake smiling 24/7 when doing proj, is like 100% in poly you earn how to fake when doing proj. Cfm got people behind stabbing you, make sure you get bad grade or smth.


But yeah, I just can't show people I angry when I really am.. Why?
I have the phobia, of just losing all my friends, it happened to me more than
3 times; maybe even more.
I lost so many close friends before, now all strangers.
And even so, I'm always making a move to talk, not them, we used to be close... sigh.
But isn't that what I wanted? I wanted to start a new life without being close to anyone in Poly.
So I guess this helps. I can set my limits. For now, group projects come first.
If there's individual, I cfm loner, I just want to get my diploma and enjoy my stay here rather than having all this shit problems going with life, don't say don't have friends but I don't want super close, it just breaks the heart someway in point of time, there's no such thing as eternity.


SO MUCH BLABBLING, LOL. NIGHTS

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