#62 Sort of final outing; Maybe
Friday, February 1, 2013 @ 3:09 AM
Hello everyone
To tell everyone the truth I'm actually quite sad today.. anybody notice?
To add on, I got 8th choice of my JAE and it's Nayang Polytechnic...
Although the course is quite good but I lose many of my friends.. What to do?
I'm a character that is super hard to socialise.. I mean I'm like a total failure luh.
Okay luh, enough. Let's talk about today.
Woke up and saw my posting.. too many emotions running through to use words to describe.
Happy; One of favourite courses.
Sad; My friends are leaving me.
Excited; Can't wait for poly life
Oh well~ Anyways helped my mother to clean the house up, even thought I was running late..
I climbed out of the window to clean the window from the outside..
Basically there's a cement floor just outside the window, how perfect.
But it was scary, no doubt, I had to stand on a stool to clean the big windows.
The wind was no joke, I almost felt that I could get blown awayyyy.
After that I went to bathe and rushed to meet the usual movie group~ (:
Reached White Sands, but Meihui keep say I slow... T.T
Meet them at KFC, saw someone sitting together~ Yay -peace sign-
Seems like the other people like knew already. Oops, I didn't do anything.
I kept my mouth quiet until they found out themselves and start crapping about it hehe.
It was obvious yeh?
Walked to EHUB, and gosh the weather, two words : scorching hot
I was the only one? You guys are COLD BLOODED. lol JUST KIDDING.
We reached and my god, it was a stinky hell. THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE EHUB.
Who placed their Chocolate Cake right outside the air conditioning? -lol-
Anyways, went arcade and Jubeat of course~ hehehe..
Qinkang and I was talking in Cantonese about them like LOL. hehe
I tried explaining in my very best vocab in my Cantonese dictionaryyyy.
Then we paired someone together to for pool team! Hehehe.
Finishing 2 games(?) and we went down to NTUC to buy snacks and drinks for movie.
Bought so many stuff!! hahaha! Ng Yun had a $10 voucher ma!
Went up to the cinema and movie starts!
Ah boys to men! PART 2!
Funny movie! But part 1 was better! :x
If I said that while watching, I didn't have any negative thoughts about NS, then I must be lying.
I mean, it's not really tough as it used to be but still 2years is horror to anyone.
Even after learning the basics and everything, things go on, and get a post a repeat.
Wouldn't it be boring? Why 2 years? When you can finish the whole thing in 1 year?
Why spend another 1 year making us practice our skills we learnt? Then what's reservist for?
Oh well! No matter what I still have to serve NS...
But what's the point? I don't have any better rights than foreigners?
I only have subsidy on like what 30% of school fees? They increase price yet again last year.
What's PR for then? I don't get any Singaporean's only stuff, like edusave awards? Or even financial help..
Then I should be a Singaporean instead and enjoy the "privileges" and still serve NS.
But instead, I have almost none of the good "privileges" and still have to serve NS. Logic?
Fucked up society, but who fucking cares? PAP dominates. Bleh
Back on track! Ate dinner at Magic Wok, got seperated with the usual group... Very awkward.
Didn't feel like going home after dinner but they all wanted to go home. What to do? Hais.
Oh ya, Fyra came for dinner! Chat chat chat ^^v
Talked talked talked, haha so fun. lol really?
Then all go home, Meihui take bus 12 with me~ Fyra needed to wait at bus stop also.
We chat about duh, what else? LOL.
Bus came and took it, lucky got seats.
I tried to gave my advice to Meihui and him and another him.
I treat her as my sister and best friend, so I wanted happiness for my another new friend, him.
So I gave it, but memories came back...
Who am I to give such advices? I'm a failure myself. Blehhh.
Anyway, YOU, yes you, him, who became my new bestfriendy, continue what you're doing now~ Jiayou!
I support you no matter what.
And Meihui ah, I hope you think properly,clearly too.
Even if it sounds bad, and unright for me to say this, but maybe past is past. Chances are rare, I hope you cherish. I give you the right to hate me even after saying this hahahaha. (If you want to >x<)
Wish you two to find happiness~
From my sincere heart.
Byeom~
Finally for both of you....
Bye!
Sorry for this very emotional post~ and some vulgar words okayy. FORGIVE ME t_t
